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Ok, so my second year of grad school is beginning and I'm excited as well as nervous. I am taking my first festi trip. We will see how it goes. I'm excited for the new year with a new job.

Korea

Ok so I've been Here for a little over 1 month. It has been interesting. Koreans over all are nice people. There is the occasional drunk guy that feels the need to talk to me. I'm nice, though. Work(ewha) has been crazy. I had a make shift training. My boss likes to pop up with random things to tell me last min. The kisd are sweet but oh so crazy some times. I have 1 class I have problems with. I won't have them any more since they are sending me to Avalon now. Avalon seams more organized, but it has it's issues too. I have been lock lost, left without a key, and told I have training on sat at the last min. when I already have plans. It is rediculous, but it is korea. I'm taking it all in. I have made some good friends and discovered dome people I don't like to be around. It is all only going to get better. Kristina is comming. Since I have been hnging out with melva and her it should be awsome!

Been a While

So I realize even though 2 out of 14 grad schools rejected me it's ok. I also realize that some people might not have to be in my life. I'm tired of getting stressed over people that are hanus and rude. I'm tired of putting myself up for them and they just don't reciprocate. I'm a person with needs to. God is right in telling you not to put your trust in man cuz they will always fail you. The truth is I'm over it. I find that life is better when I just don't think. I'm getting better at it. I'm learning just to be this numb person again, Kind of like when erik and I broke up the first time. Is that a good thing I dunno. Maybe it is.

Change happens so roll with it

OK so I'm a senior. I'm trying to go to grad school, forget my ex ever happened( with no luck), and be the best good christian boater girl I can be. All of this however is driving me to the brink of insanity. I am not able to balance all of these things right now, and it is the begining of the semester. Hay dios mio. What does this mean? I dunno. I'm trying not to freek out about every thing, wait, and let God guide my life. Since last year I have been in this place of wandering. I know several of my friends are here with me, just as confused and stressed. What do you do? Wait it out, try ad take joy in the little things. it is hard, but what other options do I have. Any suggestions?

It's my Life. Don't you forget.

School has begun I'm off to a good start I believe. I need to still take my GRE. I have to fix my manuscript, but I love my classes and class mates. I have a cute dorky teacher for my physiological psy class. He is asian but he has a latino last name. I haven't figured it out yet. Oh well. I've been haning out mostly with the people that love me: betz ,gerard, lydia. All that good stuff. Katreece and betz's b-days are this weekend and I can't go home cuz I'm going to Chicago Jill's wedding. I miss kristina. That week of chilling was awsome. While I only got an afternoon with Jeff and shiller it was worth it. Life is crazy yah know. I've made peace wit hthe erik thnig. I hope he does too. I am so ok that I talked to his mom monday and I was ok I felt nothing.I didn't have the urge to cry scream nothing. That lets me know that life goes on. My motto is still come correct or don't coem at all. I am also learning to not give others power over my life. It is my life, and all the mistakes and benefits are mine as well. I'm going to make the most of it. I will do school, work, and hang with friends. I will live for me.